Sunday, 31 May 2026

The Hidden Depths of “Elixir Chronicles – Book One”: A Story of Memory, Myth, and the Cost of Immortality


The Hidden Depths of “Elixir Chronicles – Book One”: A Story of Memory, Myth, and the Cost of Immortality

 Every now and then, a story grows into something larger than its original idea. It becomes a tapestry — woven from history, trauma, folklore, and the quiet resilience of a single human soul. Elixir Chronicles – Book One is exactly that kind of story.

At its heart lies Joan: a woman who wakes in a hospital in 1977 unable to speak, unable to remember, and unable to explain the centuries of life she has lived. What begins as a medical mystery slowly unfolds into a sweeping narrative that spans 450 years, from Renaissance Italy to modern‑day England.

What makes Joan compelling isn’t just her immortality — it’s the emotional truth behind it. Her story is not about living forever; it’s about surviving the weight of memory, loss, and love that refuses to die.

A Dual Narrative: Trauma in the Present, Truth in the Past

The modern chapters follow Joan through hypnotherapy sessions, diary entries, and the slow resurfacing of a memory so painful her mind has locked it away. Her anxieties — windows, stairwells, knives, even her own puppets — are not random quirks. They are echoes of a life she has lived many times over, and of a trauma she has not yet faced.

The historical chapters reveal that life in vivid detail.

We see Joan as a child in 1536, sheltered and lonely. We see her fall in love with Pulcinella, the charismatic performer who becomes both her partner and her undoing. We see the birth of their son, Nicholas, and the strange side effects of the elixir that grants them unnatural longevity. We see the rise of Commedia dell’arte, the evolution of their performances, and the slow transformation of their family story into the Punch & Judy folklore we know today.

And we see the darker side: the drinking, the violence, the guilt, the fear, and the heartbreaking truth that immortality does not protect anyone from emotional damage.

The Punch & Judy Myth — Reimagined

One of the most striking elements of the book is the way it reframes the origins of Punch & Judy.

In this world, the show isn’t just a seaside entertainment. It’s Joan’s life — retold, distorted, and eventually stolen by others.

Her puppets are not props. They are companions, confidants, and mirrors of her past.

The slapstick violence, the frying pan, the dog, the sausages — all of it comes from real events in her marriage. What audiences laugh at is, in truth, the echo of a woman’s private suffering. This reinterpretation gives the folklore a haunting new dimension.

The Cost of Living Forever

Perhaps the most powerful theme in Book One is the emotional burden of immortality.

Joan’s line — “We have an eternity to live together… but what happens when there is no death?” — captures the tragedy perfectly.

Immortality means:

  • never escaping a toxic relationship
  • never outrunning grief
  • never finding closure
  • watching the world change while your wounds remain

It is a gift that becomes a prison.

A Story About Survival, Not Superpowers

What makes Elixir Chronicles – Book One resonate is its humanity.

Joan is not a superhero. She is not a warrior. She is not a chosen one.

She is a woman trying to make sense of her life, her memories, and her pain — across centuries.

Her strength is quiet. Her resilience is earned. Her voice, when it finally returns, is the voice of someone who has lived too much and lost too often.

Why This Story Matters

This book blends:

  • historical fiction
  • psychological drama
  • folklore
  • trauma recovery
  • magical realism

But at its core, it is a story about identity.

Who are we when our memories fail us? Who are we when our past refuses to stay buried? Who are we when the stories others tell about us become louder than our own?

Joan’s journey is about reclaiming her truth — piece by painful piece.

Closing Thoughts

Elixir Chronicles – Book One is more than a novel. It’s a meditation on memory, myth, and the emotional cost of survival.

It asks difficult questions about love, loyalty, and the stories we inherit — and the stories we create to cope with the things we cannot bear to remember.

For readers who enjoy layered narratives, historical depth, and characters who feel achingly real, Joan’s story offers something rare: a fantasy rooted not in magic, but in humanity.

Check out Book One TODAY!



Friday, 13 February 2026

I'm not crazy I'm 'IMAGIOPHRENIC'!

" Authors must be schizophrenic."

I know many authors whose family, and even their 'friends' call them 'schizophrenic', but I stand here before you today to tell you, hand on heart, that this is NOT TRUE!

Not true I tell you...

I am

'IMAGIOPHRENIC'

Dictionary definition:

'Imagiophrenic'

Pronunciation: /ɪˌmædʒi.oʊˈfrɛn.ɪk/ Part of speech: adjective / noun

Definition:

(adj.) Of or relating to an author whose imagination is so vivid that their characters speak back to them as if alive.

(n.) A writer who experiences their characters as active voices guiding the creative process.

Etymology: From imagination + Greek phrēn (mind, spirit).

Usage examples:

“She’s an imagiophrenic novelist — her characters argue with her until the plot feels real.”

“The imagiophrenic sound of his imagination shaped the story more than any outline ever could.”

To prove that I listen to my characters you only have to read my books:

The Elixir Chronicles Book One - "Joan - Put On A Happy Face" - she is the reason we enjoy such iconic children's season entertainment as Punch & Judy

Or the offshoot from Book One - "Memories Of..." - Joan's son John took her shows to America (fictionally, in my imaginings of course) and his story came to life for me when I discovered there was a 'real' person who lived at the times my story was set... John Punch indentured servant to Colonel Hugh Gwyn Tobacco Plantation Owner in Maryland, Virginia.

and Book Two of The Elixir Chronicles - "Ships in the Night" - where 'Baby', Joan's young son, finally falls in love... hahahahahah!👀





Saturday, 23 August 2025

Chapter 20 Goodbye to a great man.

May he Rest In Peace with his Judy
his wife Marilyn

This week has been a heavy one. The world lost Professor Brian Llewellyn—a second-generation Punch and Judy performer, and the reason I became an author.

I still remember the moment I saw him on Good Morning Britain, sharing the screen with Kate Garraway and Tricia Goddard. That interview lit a spark I couldn’t ignore. For two years afterward, sleep became a stranger. Judy—the puppet, the woman, the soul—haunted my every waking thought and even crept into my dreams. She wasn’t just a character. She was real. She had feelings. Her puppets were her companions, her family, her voice.

She still marvels, in my mind, at how her humble little shows—first created to entertain her baby son—have endured for over 400 years. Her story became mine. It’s all in my blog, but today... I just want to pause and say:

Rest in peace, Brian. Reunited now with your beloved Judy—your wife Marilyn—who left this world just a few short years ago. Childhood sweethearts, you were the living embodiment of Pulcinella and Joan. Punch and Judy. Heart and soul.

Thank you for being part of my journey. For inspiring the story that changed my life. To your family, I send love, strength, and the biggest hugs. Your legacy lives on—in laughter, in puppets, and in every word I write.
Today is not a day to promote myself... today is Brian's Day

14-08-2025 R.I.P. Brian


Monday, 21 July 2025

Chapter 19 Acknowledged by Queen Camilla

GREAT NEWS!

I sent a hardcopy of "Joan - Put on a Happy Face" to Queen Camilla earlier in 2025

I'd heard how she supports those suffering abuse in the home and felt she might be interested in how the most iconic traditional seaside puppet show 'Punch and Judy', famous for it's frying pan scene of Judy hitting Mr Punch, came about.

These days when people think of Punch and Judy, they think of the violence portrayed in the shows. What they don't remember is the message that Judy is giving out

"Speak out when you see Mr Punch being naughty or hitting baby" she calls to the audience.

Violence is not normal. Should never be accepted as normal. If anyone sees or knows about anyone being violent to their partner (or children) they should tell someone. Not hide it in shame or fear of consequences... and THAT is what Punch and Judy try to get across.

My story tells how Joan, a spirited young woman, falls for a charismatic travelling actor ten years her senior, her father challenges the suitor to win her hand. Against the odds, love triumphs—and so begins a marriage filled with passion, hardship, and the unpredictable rhythm of a touring life. As Joan navigates motherhood and the strain of her husband’s absences, Joan begins to perform a puppet show for her baby boy. Her puppets bring father and son together so that they can say goodnight to one another. They can talk, share adventures, and resolve arguments through her puppet-play.

Joan eventually has help in the form of her cousin Polly, a gentle soul the child affectionately calls “Pretty Polly.”

As Joan’s family sets sail for England, they are caught up in a violent clash that leaves them gravely wounded. Offered a mysterious elixir to heal, they accept... unaware that its true power is immortality. Then a mistaken kiss at a royal coronation shatters the fragile harmony and Polly flees, embarrassed and ashamed.

From medieval Italy, through revolutions and royal jubilees, to modern day England, Joan’s family lives on—witnessing centuries of change while grappling with the cost of eternal life. By 1979, their story has become legend... but Joan still wears a happy face.

Hopeful, but unexpectedly, Queen Camilla replied to my letter. I keep hoping that one day she'll read it and let me know her thoughts. It would mean so much to me... I can but dream.

Sunday, 20 July 2025

Chapter 18 A Moment of Reflection on My Journey Into Authorship

A Moment of Reflection on My Journey Into Authorship

I don’t usually write personal posts, but I felt compelled to speak out about something that happened recently.

To everyone who's been following my journey into authorship—thank you. Your support means the world.

As I’ve been learning the ropes of becoming an author, one piece of advice I kept hearing was: build an email list. So I dove into webinars and guidance from supposed experts, including a session hosted on LinkedIn. The manual method they shared was simple enough: send an introductory message, then—if someone replies or follows your page—check their profile, find their email, and add it to your author list.

I gave it a go. I don’t send many emails (truth be told, I often wonder if anyone would care to hear what’s going on in my world—ha!), but I pushed past that doubt and sent out a couple of messages.

And then it happened: someone emailed me requesting removal from my list… and threatened to report me under GDPR.

I was stunned. I’d followed the instructions from a LinkedIn webinar, and the person had followed me back—she was an author herself, so I assumed there was mutual interest. Clearly, I misread the situation.

I responded politely, explained how she’d ended up on my list, and assured her I’d remove her details—which I did, along with any interactions or connections we’d had. But the phrase she used stuck with me: “I never signed up to this email list.”

She was right, of course. And while I’m still finding my footing with social media and outreach, I never intended to upset or offend. I just want to share my stories.

So here’s what I wonder: why has it become so common to respond with threats instead of kindness? Why not simply say, “Please remove me from your list”? We're all just people trying to do our best—and in my case, I’m just someone who’s passionate about historical fiction and excited to connect with readers who might enjoy a dual timeline tale.

If that sounds like something you’d enjoy, you’re warmly invited to download my debut novel, Joan: Put on a Happy Face—free until 22nd July to celebrate my daughter’s birthday (happy birthday, sweetheart!).

Thank you for being part of the journey.

Joan: Put on a Happy Face (The Elixir Chronicles Book 1) eBook : Mottershead, Carol M: Amazon.co.uk: Kindle Store

Friday, 9 May 2025

Chapter 17 I was not alone...

Today I was researching for the final book in my trilogy and decided I needed to recap how it all came to pass. Why had I started writing my books?

It came as a great surprise to me to discover that the interview with Professor Brian Llewellyn had struck a place in the heart of more than myself!

In an article by Emily Jane Davies dated 13th May 2024 she told of a University in Exeter who had taken Tricia Goddard at her suggestion and had decided to rewrite the script for Punch and Judy to make it less about violence as per her suggestion.

You may remember that it all started with an interview on 28th July 2018 on Good Morning Britain with presenter Kate Garraway and her guests Professor Brian Llewellyn and Tricia Goddard...more...


Friday, 1 March 2024

Chapter 16 Finally we have a name, a cover and a first draft...

Bursting with Excitement! 🎉📚

I can hardly contain myself—I've just finished the first draft of my next book! YAY!

There’s nothing quite like that moment when your characters finally reveal how they want their story to end. It’s thrilling, emotional, and a little bit magical. 😛

There’s still some tidying up to do before it’s ready for release (the less glamorous side of writing!), but the heart of the story is there—and it’s beating strong. I’m so proud of how it’s shaping up, and I can’t wait to share it with you.

✨ Available for pre-order now, exclusively on Amazon!


Available for pre-order only on Amazon



Thursday, 18 January 2024

Chapter 15 - Should a scene be cut?

 An extract from my Work In Progress 'Nicholas' waiting to be cut!

I feel this is a good scene, but it would make one of my characters a murderer and I'm not sure I should... the scene might yet get cut... does anyone think the scene should be kept in? There's time to save it if you send a reply... to carol.m.mottershead@gmail.com -

"I believed he was my love, for the rest of my life. I can’t believe how I can still be hurt by his memory. The loss of my friend... and lover... he can still hurt me... yet he is no longer the one causing me the pain, it is myself! Why? Other than let him kill me, I did everything I could to try to make things work between us. I had to survive him. To wake up every morning wishing you hadn’t... it couldn’t go on. It was me or him in the end and I had every reason to live now... my child... the child now growing inside me... the child he will never get to know, the child he must never meet. For now, my only reason for living is to look after my baby, our baby... it is the only good thing to come out of this horrible mess!  I’ll make sure he has the best life I can give him. He is my priority... I would give my life for my child..."




Tuesday, 16 January 2024

Chapter 14 - A new book is nearing completion!

 Work In Progress

'Nicholas'

In my last blog I was telling you about my problems with Amazon and the sales of 'Memories Of...' and I thought - to heck with it! I refuse to chase the tales of yet another set of algorithms ha! I got tired of changing things that I was doing to accommodate a computerised system and decided 

"Onward and upwards!"

So I moved onto as third book. This one directly follows on from my first this time, so probably should have done this before, but my characters just weren't speaking to me ha!

Nicholas had been sent to the family crypt in my first book in the series you may remember. His father was tried and condemned as his murderer. He wouldn't defend himself. He spoke to no one and that's where we pick up this next story...

I've called it just 'Nicholas' for now, but this will probably change when the book in published. I hope you'll keep an eye on my blogs as I'll keep you posted as to when it is set for releases, so 

'Watch This Space

If you've already read my earlier books don't forget to spread the word by writing a review on Amazon or wherever you bought your copy from. Here are some links to facilitate your review...

AMAZON Reviews - 

Joan put on a happy face

Memories Of...

Thank you for following my blogs and HAPPY READING!

Tuesday, 17 October 2023

What people are saying about 'Memories Of...'

What People Say

 Review are coming in for 'Memories Of...' and I'd just like to say THANK YOU to those who take the time to write a review rather than just ticking a box.

Kindle customers love 'Memories Of...' too -

"History meets Fiction in a seamless blend! Love it! - A feel good story in which we catch up with our old friend John whilst using fiction to redeem one of the biggest injustices in American history. Once again Carol M Mottershead makes history her playground in this amazingly detailed retelling of historical events. C'est Magnifique!"

Why's everyone speaking to me in French? 😆Not that I mind, as long as everyone enjoys the story!

We're back to Amazon for this one from a reader called McFarlane

"A real window on to history in an engaging love story - I really enjoyed the attention to detail in this novel, which gave a real sense of place and time to an exciting romp of a love story. It took me to a place in history, about which I previously knew very little, and really set the scene to enjoy the twists in the unfolding story. A good read!"

There's more twists and turns to come, so keep uptodate by joining my email list!

Goodreads reader Alun Littlefair loved 'Memories Of...' too with this review -

"A feel good story in which we catch up with our old friend John whilst using fiction to redeem one of the biggest injustices in American history. Once again Carol M Mottershead makes history her playground in this amazingly detailed retelling of historic events. C'est Magnifique!"

Just goes to show, my books are enjoyed by both women AND men - Thanks Alun!

Susan Lake left her review on Facebook, but that's OK, it doesn't matter where the word is spread, she gave a lovely review -

"Well worth a read, a beautiful love story. Set in a time when hope and love, were precious".

Glad you enjoyed it Susan!

A lady calling herself LizFev, an Amazon reader responded with "Great follow on book, so captivating. Not disappointed, just as an enjoyable read as "Joan put in your happy face". I enjoyed the relationships developing, the historical element made me think and reflect on my understanding. Another fantastic read, I hope there is more to follow". 

There certainly will be more Liz, just watch this space!

"What a nice love story, Carol." said Tom Edwards, Director of Gwynn's Island Museum before he went on to add a spoiler alert "A happy ending for all". 

Thanks Tom, lol!

Want to keep uptodate about my writing? Join my email list at carol.m.mottershead@gmail.com today

If you've not read any of my books yet, you can purchase copies of paperbacks on any good online bookstore or as an ebook on Amazon. Also available in Kindle Unlimited

My books are both available on Amazon sites worldwide, just sign into your nearest Amazon story

"JOAN Put on a happy face"

"Memories Of..." 

Don't forget, a few words of feedback it much better at spreading the word than a click.

Add your reviews at

For "JOAN Put on a happy face" Click Here

For "Memories Of..." Click Here

 HAPPY READING!

Friday, 1 September 2023

Chapter 13 - How's the new book 'Memories Of...' coming along?

' Memories Of...' 

by Carol M Mottershead

So how's the new book coming along?

Well, I have to admit 'Memories Of...' has been off to a bad start! Not because it's a rotten book but because there has been changes in the way Amazon runs things with regards to categorizing of books! It's been all over the place since the new book launched... Lots of authors and specialists in Amazon algorithms have been struggling to get to grips with the way the new algorithms work! 

The first thing to change was instead of being able to upload ten categories... two basic categories and eight additional categories added via KDP (Kindle Direct Publishing) they claimed that they were 'improving' categorization; they were giving us the chance to choose three basic categories yayy!!😍 But then came the catch... there NO MORE THAN THE THREE! 😞

Now it seems, Amazon algorithms decide what categories to place our books in!

For this I would like to apologize to any readers who may feel mislead by choosing a book from a category that doesn't fit the book... it is beyond the control of any of the authors!

I'm told by teamsters from Bryan Cohen's Ad School, that this is by no means a personal problem. Everyone who changed to the new categorization have been affected. (Some authors didn't do it until Ad School advised it), but I thought I was being 'uptodate' and ahead of everyone else - I went ahead in ignorance, and my poor book 'Memories Of...' has got caught in the changes 😔

Amazon ad campaigns which I pay for 'per click' aren't working and the only sales being generated are from posts on social media that I've put out myself, which are free - crazy isn't it?

Amazon dot com have even stopped blogs being posted on the Amazon site now, so I don't even know if anyone gets to read these blogs, ha!

But for anyone who is enjoying reading blogs, I hope you'll check out my books

Memories Of... (HERE) and JOAN put on a happy face (HERE)

   


If you've already read a copy of my books and want to review, drop an email
carol.m.mottershead@gmail.com

or add it to the site from which you bought it, that would fantastic - and THANK YOU!

If you enjoy a different genre such as Epic Fantasy, check out the books by Susan and John Ruff

'Til Next Time - HAPPY READING! 😄






The Hidden Depths of “Elixir Chronicles – Book One”: A Story of Memory, Myth, and the Cost of Immortality

The Hidden Depths of “Elixir Chronicles – Book One”: A Story of Memory, Myth, and the Cost of Immortality   Every now and then, a story grow...